她让自己寻找自己活着的意义在哪里。其实楚君唯从来都知自己活着的意义在哪里。

        亦霜名义上是自己的儿，可是夫人从来没有承认过亦霜。

        所以这些年虽然嘴巴上弹劾他拐走自己的两个儿，实际上却没有过多涉他们的行为。

        叶悬渊虽然在有时候事很让自己生气。可是他也知，叶悬渊到底是一个什么样的将领。

        亦风已经回了皇城。过不了多久就要成亲了。亦陆严心里算是放了一块大石。

        还说要让亦霜以后离小风远。

种族的分歧，只是两个最普通，一样的人。

        楚君唯轻轻的伸了手，搭在唐砂的上。

        亦陆严对亦霜其实一直心怀着一种愧疚。因为自己的夫人不喜亦霜，所以这些年来，每次过年团聚的时候，亦霜都会很懂事的现惹得夫人不兴。

        ……

        之后的楚君唯一直都在想，如果这天晚上唐砂答应了她。可能后面的一切都会不一样。

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        吐蕃那边的人在后方牵制西戎。所以他就算派十万大军支援叶悬渊，自己剩的也足够抵挡西戎。

        自己的两个儿，说到底自己都不是很了解。亦风能长大，其实亦霜比自己照顾他照顾得更多。也比自己更了解风儿。

        但小霜看小风那种关，重视的神是骗不了人的。他也曾同夫人提起过这事，可夫人就像是炸了的猫一般，直接让他闭嘴。

        这是来自一个老将的自信。

        自己很对时候不在皇城，所以不明白小霜和小风之间到底发生了什么。

        记得他们小时候

        后来在自己不知的况，居然给小风定了一门亲事，也算门当对。

        她总说，小风什么，亦霜就跟着什么，显然是亦霜想和小风争抢。

        由于叶悬渊这边的况传到了亦陆严的耳朵里，亦陆严也在开始考虑，要不要派兵支援叶悬渊。

        只是，唐砂的现给这种意义赋予了新的生命。